Update

Val wont be online for a period of time, since her screen monitor broke down.
Oh well, just to keep this blog alive.

Hmm.....

Studying for the accounts test tomorrow. OMG!! All the Untung bersih, untung kasar, pulangan belian...etc. is all in my head. I just really need to remember them until tomorrow and i won't wanna missed any of those becasue i don't wanna copy a hundred times!! PUAN ....... hahaha. Oh yeah, my pc crash this evening and its so annoying i tell you!! AGH!!! Try to imagine this, when you want to use the pc to do your work and you have to print something from there but when you go the the pc it simply couldn't work. The monitor freaking got crash!! gosh...

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Went into melia's blog and i realized how much i've missed out. I wanna do dance as my carreer but as far as i know dance won't get me far and futhermore being a dancer can never earn much. I love dancing especially ballet. I enjoy dancing even though i'm dead tired even when i know that i have loads of work piling up at home. That is how much i love to dance. I want to join so many things but i know i cannot cope with it. Studies are getting so much harder compared to Form 3. Hmm... now i know why my Form 4 friend last year told me that Form 3 is nothing. It is really nothing. It is actually the basics?? yup... Form 4 teaches the detail like really detail. hahaha.

survey

Found this in patrick's blog and wanted to try so yeah....

If you guys wanna try also this is the link

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:

You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Life...

What is life about if nobody cares, nobody knows and nobody understands?
Sometimes i really do hope that i was not to be born to this world.
I feel like getting out of what i'm doing now.
The feeling of wanting to get out of this country is so high that no one can ever imagine.
Life is like mountains, filled with all the ups and down.
All this mountains we go through everyday which is filled with all the obstacles, unhappiness, unfairness etc. is like a routine already, although i don't wanna get use to it but i cannot stop it from happening.

Sometimes i feel like asking you to shut up!
Sometimes you don't even realize that perhaps your words hurts a lot.
Keeping all the hurt inside just make it so pain.
I hope you can change but i know that i've got to change myself first?
I tried, infact i've been trying really hard but it just doesn't work.
i'm not you, i can't do things as perfect as you.
Please do not aspect that i'll be like you cuz i'm not you.
Hmm....

Happy Birthday

Today was Nigel Ding Jo Wei's sweet 16 so we wanted to suprise him and stuff like that during recess. Wan Hsin organizer * if not who will right?? hahaha * Soo baked the cake and the rest just keep everything as a suprise!! Jade, Melia and I wrote " HAPPY BIRTHDAY NIGEL"each letter for each of our palm. It was kinda tickelish at first but it was more to the pain side when Jade was writing on my hand. Melia couldn't stand it but to laugh when jade was trying to write on her hand and as usual her body was moving in every direction. haha.. We showed our hands to NIGEL during recess but before that we sang the birthday song for him and stuff then we went to him and showed him but it kinda like failed because he had a lil of that blur look on his face. haha......

Anyways, HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN NIGEL!!! whoa....

Look at that cute lil face...

Whee pee....

My lil brother was bugging to make a mask for him for his art in school since last week and at last being his sister, i made it for him. Actually i made one for him already but my baby sister went to grab it and koyakan the mask. Haihzz.... Guess how long i had to spend doing that mask mann... 3 freaking hours... Its 3 hours!!! i sat down on the chair in my room till i'm having backache now. Suppose to sleep but since i promised him I did it. I'm such a nice sister right?? hahaha. I painted it nicely and make sure it looks like a mask so yeah the product was okay. Just okay. here you go a picture of that mask i made. not that clear though...



Speaking about my brother. When i was online yesterday he suddenly came to me and said he had music test yesterday and he had to blow the recorder. So he was like " Jie, i wanna blow for you" and so like okay and i was also hoping it will sound good but it was a disaster!!! It was seriously horrible. He kept going off pitch and without giving up he went to blow the song over and over again beside me and i had to say STOP!! for a few times to him. Gosh!! that was horrible mann besides he came to told me that he got an A for blowing that same song!! I wonder how the teacher tahan the sound?? Haihzz... unbelievable right.. hahahah.

the loved one....

You are special to me, you're a comforter, you're a helper, you're an angel and you're just one in a million.....

I can never find someone like you again in my whole entire life. You helped me in everything i do and whenever i need someone to talk to or to release a feeling inside, you'll always be there. I wanna thank you a lot for everything you've given me also. You've done so many things for me and when i thought i might not repay you in anyway you still say its okay. Thank you for doing so much and thank you for all the times when you were there when i needed someone to be my listener. You made me feel that everything will be fine even though it may not seem to be in the most perfect way. I may not worth a lot but you made me feel that i worth every single second to you. Thank you for making everything so real to me and thank you for giving this beautiful experience that i'll never get to experience from someone else. It is you who made me feel this way and i'm sure nobody else will (:

Realize

Dance like you never dance before,
Sing like there's no one is listening,
Play like no one is looking at you,
Live like today is your last day of life.

The person who likes gold ....

Happy Birthday JADELINE CHENG.

Whoo whoa.... Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday to Jadeline.....

Hah, happy sweet 16th girl. You're officially older. Haha.

Lets see, i've known you in primary school but we never get close to each other. But this year we're both in the same class and means its the time to get to know you more. Able to be a friend of yours was really a happy thing to me as you always keep yourself and your friends positive. You, i would say that you're a girl who carries a 100% smiling face on that pretty face. You face every single thing with a smiling face even though something is bad. You'll never give up on trying to help your friends and family when they are in their trouble times.

I know there are very mild chance for you to catch your dreams but i know you'll never give up. Use the spirit in you like you'd help other people with their problems. Don't ever give it up as it is the only thing you'd like to do in your life. Keep up the spirit and always put god in your heart as it will help you to know whether you're on the right path. Be who you are now and don't ever change. You will always be my friend. xoxoxo.

Feeling so damn restless. I dunno why but yeah....

I was doing add maths work during english and mod-maths. I really pity miss yow especially when everyone doesn't wanna listen to her. I think she's like the coolest teacher of all teachers mann. She conducted a treasure hunt for our class, bought really yummy and cute cup cakes for us, gossip around with us and she do all kinds of stuff with us but nobody wants to listen to her. Which teacher in our school other than her will do such things for us mann..... I felt guilty also when i was one of them who doesn't really pay attention during her class. But i realised that only mondays we don't pay attention but other days we do. Guess its because of its the first day of the week?? Hmm... Most probably....

Today was kinda ok. I guess???? Was just feeling restless. Need sleep!!!!!!!!!
TATA....

EASTER!!

Its easter!! i thought easter will be fun but i ended up doing the same routine except didn't go to church because i went for mid night mass yesterday. I was suppose to go for jade's easter thing in segi but couldn't make it. Sorry babe for the dissapointment. I wanted to go because i've never go for another denomination's event. I wanna see how the celebrate easter, how they worship god. But its ok. Guess i'll have to wait for another time. May be for amelia's church musical?? I think its a musical if i'm not mistaken.

Oh yeah, i think i've failled to be a mum. Like seriously. hahaha. Alright let be explain why. My mum went out with my aunt and she left my baby sister with me, means i'm suppose to take care of her. Everything went well except when i was carrying her up to her bed to sleep, she asked for MILK!! *F.Y.I my mum still breast feed her* So i was like, SHIT!!! so without any delay i went to make milk out of the normal milk powder we all drink but unfortunely she doesn't wanna drink. So i was like shit la, how weih??? I totally lose my patience towards her and brought her down stairs. When i carried her down, my aunt was like why you didn't let her sleep???? then i was like she doesn't want to. Gosh mann, she's such a small creature and i cannnot even make her sleep. Hmm.... She didn't wanna sleep but she made me feel like sleeping instead. hahaha. I think thats about it.

xoxoxoxo

BYE......

Someone said BYE to me the other day. It was so special as it didn't mean by just a normal bye but i can see both of her eyes missing me. I know we didn't know each other very well but you just look like you don't want me to leave. I will appreciate the friendship between us. Be the way you are now. You will always be my friend!! I love you babe!! xoxoxoxoxoxo....

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You know, you're the best person who ever appear in my life. You just prove me wrong about what i always think. i'll never forget every single moment that we went through together. All the sweet memories i will always keep it in my heart. No one can take you away from me because you'll always be mine.....

Banana

have you seen such a banana??
hahahah.
Its actually really really small and tiny.
My mum asked my brother to eat it and everyone started laughing but luckily no one vomited cuz we were all having our dinner. hahaha.
One of my brother (brian) was thinking sick about that banana when he's only 8??
hahahha.....

Tongue twister.....

Today was fine i guess. Wanna post a short one about what happened. Hahahhaha.

During the last period, i suddenly thought of tongue twister. I suddenly went like, she sell sea shell on the sea shore and jadeline came up with the another one. I even end up learning a cantonese one. hahaha. Besides that nothing much happened.

Amelia is coming over later for tuition. I think thats about it.

Thank you!!

Thank you for being there for me when i was going through the hardest time,
Thank you for all the support and courage you gave me,
Thank you for telling me that, i can do it!
Thank you for all the memories that you've given me,
Thank you for trying your very best to help,
Thank you for being someone special to me,


There are so many things i would like to thank you about and i cannot be typing everything here.
Thank you so so much for everything.
Good luck in everything you do in life.
xoxoxo

random...

She left....
I saw tears rolling down her cheeks;
I will miss you and i will keep you in my heart.
I hope i will never be forget.
Hoping you'll be happy home now.

Coming back from school without seeing you just feel so wrong,
Without you at home, really made me feel that something is not right,
I miss seeing the food on the table cooked by you,
I'm just missing you so so much.

You came into our family and u surely did make a difference!!

Yup my maid left this morning. I woke up early to see her for the very last time. Hmm... I hope she's safe and sound back home. After 2 whole years not going home. I bet she miss home a lot. especially she sons and daughter.
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School was fine i guess. i really need to work extra hard for my exam. MUST?? i want to but i'm just too too too lazy to do so. hehe. My classmates were planing for the movie making and i think the output will surely be damn nice and cool. Good luck movie crew. (: