This is what i need to settle my heart down right now. Anyone feeling me???? Creamy, fattening, melts in your mouth.... aaaaaaaaaaaa..... I'm sure Melia would love to eat this with me. (:

If life is as easy as this....


I need a long holiday so that i can spend it without any worries. Wanna be on my own.... hmm...

How i wish this place is mend for fulfilling dreams we have in life. period.

100th post...

Tomorrow is Veronica's( my baby sister ) birthday!! not really celebrating cuz my mum is tired cooking for partys and partys and more partys so just among my family only. I heard its gonna be a seafood hot plate so everything is gonna be YUMS!! hahahaha. thought of something lame!!! GOSH!!!

yum + yum = 2 thumbs up!!

haha... Just wanna wish you HAPPY 2nd BIRTHDAY !!

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Bathing is currently my biggest fear now cuz of ballet. My whole freaking skin came out after using my new demi pointe shoes and the worst thing was it was my exam rehearsal that day!! and further more i had to take off my shoes and go on pointe after that. Killer mann.... Well, i'm really scared of bathing cuz it really hurts alot when the water reaches my wound. The first time bathing after getting the wound, i kinda scream in the toilet. Wohoo.... sakit betul la....
Yesterday afternoon during tuition some liquid came out from my wound and melia showed me that disgusted face of hers and this morning something came out from my wound again!!! hmm... hope it will be fine soon. My ballet exam is coming already!! God bless me!!

So close but yet so far

See your face in my mind as I drive away
'Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way
People are people and sometimes we change our minds
But it's killing me to see you go after all this time

Mmm...mmm...Mmm...mmm...mmm...mmm
Mmm...mmm...Mmm...mmm...mmm...mmm

Music starts playin' like the end of a sad movie
It's the kinda ending you don't really wanna see
'Cause it's tragedy and it'll only bring you down
Now I don't know what to be without you around

(Chorus)
And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
You're the only thing I know, like the back of my hand
And I can't...
Breathe... without you, but I have to
Breathe... without you, but I have to

Never wanted this, never wanna see you hurt
Every little bump in the road I try to swerve
People are people and sometimes it doesn't work out
Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
You're the only thing I know, like the back of my hand
And I can't...
Breathe without you, but I have to
Breathe without you, but I have to

It's 2am, feeling like I just lost a friend
Hope you know it's not easy, easy for me
And it's 2am, feeling like I just lost a friend
Hope you know this ain't easy, easy for me...

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
Oh...
I can't breathe without you, but I have to
Breathe without you, but I have to
Sorry, sorry, sorry, yeah, sorry
Sorry, sorry, sorry....

I know i have been abandoning this blog lately but I'm back. hahaha. Let me just talk about what happened lately. Actually its nothing much but just quite excited for the up coming holiday. Wanted to go for this ballet workshop from one of the man in tutus to teach, but unfortunately the fees was too expensive. Rm 450 for 8 classes. But its ok there must be some other time. School now a days are getting more and more boring and i don't find the point of going to school. I'd rather go for tuition for all subs then go to school. Hmm....

Gtg now.....

My soul (:

Going for Cindy's party later and i'm getting so excited!! Whee... hahahaha. Just now in the morning i was viewing dance videos and i'm still doing the same thing after ballet class. I feel so fat now. Ate so much of food mann. Don't trust me? Ask Melia. She saw me eating all the way. Melia, we need to go jogging!! Oh yeah, i might be joining jazz class!! Hmm... Dance is like so part of my life ever since i join ballet when i was young and i really wanna thank my MUMMY for sending me for classes. Dance is seriously an art that needs you to express all out from the heart. I know this is so weird but i just love the feeling when i sweat everytime in ballet class it is like losing your memory about all the unpleasant stuff which happened in the day. Even though i get tired really easi;ly but the more i get tired, the more i wanna try. My exam is coming and it means classes will be more intense and i got to work hard baby!! That is all. Tata...