I miss you, so so much. It hurts when i just think that i'm not good enough, but i'm like that. I realised that you just have to like accept the way i am. I can't change no matter how hard i try but i can say that i'm really lucky to have this kind of chance. You gave the best memories and experience and even if you didn't bring me to every places in the world but you brought me to everywhere in life, ups and downs... thinking about those times we had is like starring at a diamond, very precious and meaningful. Thanks for making my life better. I know i cannot give much and thank you for holding on but i'd understand if you would wanna give up. I know that you deserves something better. Go, go, go get what you deserve....