This days are like really dot dot dot cuz i haven been doing things that i really wanna do but actually i don't really know what i wanna do cuz there is nothing that is need to be done during this holidays i think hahahaha I have been in my mummy's shop for like 2 weeks and this week is the third week already. Helped out and my parents kept on asking me to go there everyday cuz i think they don't want me to stay at home and waste my time. I think i'm not like other teens cuz i have parents which is owning a shop and it is pretty busy sometimes and when my friends asked me out and i have to choose either one as in my parents or my friends i'll feel bad even if i choose one cuz if i choose my friends i will feel bad for my parents but if i choose my parents, my friends will be like you can't go again? so sometimes it is really hard for me. I don't think any other people will actually understand cuz they don't have a family like me?
Wanna go for extra dance classes during this 2 months but Amelia and i seem to be really, hmm..... i don't know how to say? But melia, i will try like really try this time to and look for a good dance studio. Oh yeah and i'm planning to go for my ballet dance day camp during this december cuz i've missed it earlier because of PMR. I realized that i have missed out a lot of things for PMR like, i can't do my ballet exam because of PMR, i can't go to church that often anymore cuz of PMR and many many more. I think this dance camp will be really cool cuz i have never heard of any dance camp anywhere in Malaysia. This will be my very first time going for a camp like this. Kind of excited but at the same time i hope it doesn't clashes with other events or something.
Talking about missing out about things. I guess i have really missed out a lot with my fellow friends? Partially it is because of my parents and me myself. My parents don't really allow me to go out with my friends that often anymore cuz there was once i went out with my aunt and the second day in the morning i went out with my friends again so... yeah. But its ok cuz i heard of many cases that happened from the papers. It made me feel scared of going out already nowadays cuz of all the hand-bag snachers and all the murdering. haha. My cousin ( a guy ) he went to a toilet in Ou and some guy came to him to ask money from him. Guess it was damn scary.
Many things happened during this period of time but i can't be telling all by words so... yeah. haha. i think i'll stop here? (:
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