Blueberry cheese tarts!!!

These are just damn awesome mann...
will never get bored eating it but i will get fatter):
haha
i'm being lame. lol.
I hope i can bake it someday. its just damn nice!!

today is like a so very very bad day. UGH!!!

so many things happened. It started of good but it just didn't end with a happy ending? hmm...
.......

i hope you still trust me. its only a misunderstanding. hmm... Guess you won't even talk to me anymore? i don't know.

BAD DAY!!!

Hmm...

school is tomorrow
&
i don't wanna go!!

I'm damn shit tired now. Gonna need to sleep early tonight.
Hmm...
have to get use to the days of going for tuition and sleeping late every night again.
I don't wanna wake up early every morning for school!!

I think i will have to do some stuff when school starts:

• STUDY more
• Pay more attention in class
• Do more revision ( work books )
• Don't go out so often
• Don't do things last minute
• Settle things carefully
  

etc.

(:

school is starting again!!! hate it when holiday comes to an end. But i wanna meet my friends in school and do the craziest things with them. This holiday made me kinda lazy and tired. i don't know why. hahaha.

My new maid arrived yesterday and i really kesian her. like seriously. freaking stupid agent. she waited in the airport from 8AM-12AM!!!! omg she didn't eat anything and she told my mum she almost fainted in the airport. Hmm... people these days.

Thanks for every thing you've done for me,
You are always the best to me,
No matter how many people judge you and say bad things about you.
xoxoxo

I like!!

Lyrics | Beyonce Knowles Lyrics | Halo Lyrics

I want more holidays!!

Went for ballet 3 days straight from monday and muscles are really aching now. But i'm happy to go for classes. Went to sonata today and i went to get a leotard since i have not enough. I wanna get another one because i think the pain black one looks good on me. haha.

Sorry melia for telling you i'm free and tak jadi go out. really sorry. I know i suck-ed! I know i'm really a F.F.K-er. Sorry babe. I wanna go out with you but my legs are really pain.

I want more HolidayS!!! Why do we only have a week off and why not urm a month??? hmm... But i think with or without school, holidays doesn't really make a difference because tuitions are still on. But i'm always too lazy to do the homework XD. Why can't tuition be some place where we learn the subjects but we don't have homeworks like school. What is the difference of school and tuition besides the teachers in tuition is much better than school? hmm....

I think thats about it (:

I miss you!!

The feeling of missing home just sucked.
I know how you feel.
Seeing you crying on the phone when you're talking to your relatives just made my heart so tight.
I know when you're feeling happy because the date is near.
But everything just changed to sadness overnight because you have to stay longer.

Actually i don't want you to go home but you have your own family there.
I'm surely gonna miss you so much after you go home.
Missing all the awesome spicy food you cook for me.
Missing your voice.
Missing you walk me to tuition.
Missing you looking at me when i've done something i'm not suppose to.
I hope you never have to leave but...
Hmm....

Knowing that you're gonna leave already and i don't know what i can do for you.
You haven leave yet but i'm missing you so much already.
2 years you've been living here but i totally cherish the times when you scold, you laugh...etc.
I miss you!!

May the LORD bless you and keep you and your family safe always. I will miss you always.

Sunday (:

I went to visit the sisters today and i was shock when i went in there because there were so few sisters left. The last time i went there was 2007 and so many sisters had gone. The sisters were true more and more sisters are getting old and nobody is taking their place. Got to pray hard for more vocation. hehe.

I went for sunday school late today. haha. Went to mamak for breakfast and something farny happened. OMG mann... So to cut the story short, after we finish eating and when we wanted to pay the Indian man who works in the mamak came to us and said " Oh, the fat indian man will be paying for you" ( in tamil) I was like werd???? hahaha. Obviously someone translated it for me la. haha. we quickly walk off and there goes our free breakfast haha. When i was going into class this morning i was shock to see so many parents in class and i thought i went in to the wrong class. hahaha. Then my friends told me that the talk on mass will be combined with our class. I actually paid attention during the talk and i learnt so much there because of all the symbols that I do in church but I don't understand why is sit like that but now i finally understand. hehe.

I think thats about it. Tata. I'm so happy that tomorrow is a HOLIDAY although its only a day. haha.

Over, BUT....

Exam is finally OVER!!! But i have that guilt inside me. I'm regretting also!! Regret that i didn't study hard enough. this year is true enough really tough. I'm so freaking scared ok. I know i should have prepared it so much earlier but not studying late before the day of exam. I'm scared that i'll fail also. I don't wanna fail anything (like who wanna fail right?) but i have a feeling saying that i will. Anyways I had history exam today and I AM GONNA FAIL!!! Omg!!!

Friends are gonna go watch Slumdog Millionaire today. I just feel so freaking screwed!! hmm... No one will understand? I'm doing p&w for the talk and i don't even know when is the practise. Chrishen just call me this week to tell me and he didn't even tell me about the pratise!! UGH!! So, true enough its TODAY!!! and i just know yesterday. I haven tell my parents anything about it yet. Lord, save me. I need you so badly. Give me a company that will listen to all my complains. Hmm...