Leaving...

I will be leaving to singapore in an hour time will be back on the third. Can't even take my results tomorrow. My mum will be taking it for me and i will be worrying about it in singapore. haha. Good luck my friends. hehe. Bye.

Shit!!!

Results are gonna be out on Tuesday!! What if? what if.... Arghhh. I'm just plain scared!! i can't even take my results myself. What the heck weih. I'll be in Singapore that period of time so my mum will take it for me. Damn shit la. I'm so worried about it now!! What can i do? what can i do?

God i know you help. Please take my worries away. Grant that i will get what i always wanted. Thanks. (:

December...

Today is TONG-YUEN day. haha. My mum cooked tong-yuen for all of us. My siblings dough them with many kinds of colours but they ended up getting fed up with it and started mixing all colours together so that they will finish it as fast as possible. When my mum saw my mum was like 'HUH?' haha. It was so funny.

I don't know why but i am so freaking sleepy today. Woke up so early today somemore and i don't have to go for mass as i went yesterday evening. Cooked spaghetti for my aunt, brian and vanessa. It was my first time trying and it didn't turn out so bad, still eatable and my brother said it was nice!! hahaaha. Christmas is coming again!! But i don't feel that feeling of wanting to celebrate christmas at all. Haven do any christmas shopping yet. Every year is the same cuz i have to help me parents in the shop and this year my elder brother can't help cuz he will have to go to uni so, left me and may be my aunt to help out.

I'm going to singapore on the 29th this month. Sure gonna go there to shop till i drop!! Hahahaa. Suppose to go on the 27th but deceided to go on the 29th. Arghh... if i knew i will sure get to be involve in the christmas party but nevermine. Give it a break? Hehe.

a day...

The TAS, jackie, nigel and ivan came to my house today. The cheerleaders was doing their thing after lunch, Amelia was using the camera recording and some of us was just watching. I tell you Jackie was a PIG mann like really. She eat damn a lot of pasta and she said that she wasn't feeling well. Hahahaha. After about an hour some of us begin to be hungry and we end up calling MC D. I tell you, everybody except SOO had some dunno what sickness like flu, cough, soar throat etc. But all eating Mc flurry oreo. Hahaha. Poor soo, she doesn't wanna share with us cuz she's scared we will spread all our sickness to her but she still share cuz she wanna eat.

We even play cards and after a while we started chipping money in. Haha. Watching them play just made me laugh. Especially Theng yen cuz she just started learning how to play chor tai di so she was like damn excited. Hahaha. Damn funny. Meeting up with them just made me think of school again where we meet each other every single day and we talk to each other like mad. I hope the 4 of us will be in the same class again and we seat together at the corner. I hope everything will be like this year when we're in school. Just miss when we just started knowing each other until become so close now.

Think thats all.... hahahaha

Happy Birthday (:

Happy Birthday!!!
Hahaha
It was my granddaddy's birthday yesterday. So many relatives came over for the dinner. Actually i don't know how old is he. hahahahaha. I just know that he is of the same age as Mahathir. haha.
I'll post up some pics soon. Its in my aunt's camera. Tata.

Random (:

Oh yeah!!!

He's coming back!!!

Hehe, really excited

Just another FEW more hours!!

But only will get to see him in a few more days time but its ok

Haha, after waiting so long.

This is the time, This is the time of our life.....

Nothing much....

Last week was kind of suck actually cuz i had fever for 2 days. Still kind of busy. Oh yeah today was the last day practise for the team, it is not really a practise actually it is more of packing up stuff and laminating name tags for the participants. Nothing much to blog about actually and just wanna wish all of the team members the best of luck for this year's youth rally.

I think friendships between one another is really short
This holidays really made me think that friends are perharps important;
but it is really hurting sometimes
when they do something you wanna join in but they didn't call you to.
I know i have not been join in but once a while and i wish i could
but
lucky thing i have someone by my side?
He is not here but at least i can feel comforted.
Friends come and go,
i don't know when i can find a true friend but i hope they exist.

Youth Rally 2008!!!

This so called holiday are not like holidays like it used to be anymore. I've been busy for 2 whole weeks cuz the rally is just around the corner. Woke up really early almost everyday of the week but i enjoyed being with the people i work with. I know i don't really know each one of them well but they seem to be really nice to me, we communicate like we've known each other for a very long time. Their relationship with each other are not only like normal brothers and sisters but they are like really really close to each other, guess the friendship in everyone of them won't just go off after the rally but it will stay forever. I think i'm pretty lucky also to have the second chance to be on the team with different kinds of people and different kinds of characters. Although i only go through things with them in just a couples of months but i learn things from them that i won't get to get learn it else where. Thank you team and keep up the spirit. (:

Dead!!

OMG-gosh mann this blog is damn DEAD. Haven been blogging for such a long time already. Been busy in church again. I'm missing my classmates, Soo, Melia, Theng yen, Kai yi..... I wanna go out with you all again but i just can't. Guess you know whats the reason already right?

The SIC youth rally is coming and it is really really around the corner. Those who still wanna come for it you can still come, just pass the form and the money to the parish office.

Tomorrow will be a really long day for me. Hahahaa. 9AM till 10.30 PM i will be in church, 13 and a half hours mann. But i really hope we will make the practise tomorrow a really fruitful and useful one to improve ourselves for the rally.

Got not much to blog about so... TATA (:

GOOD LUCK SPM-ers

Hehe, i know i'm a day late blogging about SPM but i just wanna wish those who are taking their SPM this year a very good luck. Break-a-leg. Haha. Just reminded me about something that happened to me when i was form 1.

It was some function for church in some reataurant and me and my friends were doing a performance and before the performance Alison came to say Break-a-leg to me and i had this blur look on my face cuz that time i didn't know what the heck does break-a-leg means. HAHA. So Alison and Kathlyn was like laughing at me. HAHAHAHAHA. Forgive me kay, i was like only Form 1 that time.

By the way, yeah, GOOD LUCK to all those who is sitting for the really BIG + IMPORTANT exam. Haha.

Finally... i checked out the dance classes but unfortunately there is no latin so me and Amelia deceided to take the salsa but.. i wanna learn tap also. it is so cool!! Dance, and at the same time there is SOUND haha.

Nothing really happened lately. Holidays are still the same as before nothing much.

i think thats all. (:

holidays... holidays....

This days are like really dot dot dot cuz i haven been doing things that i really wanna do but actually i don't really know what i wanna do cuz there is nothing that is need to be done during this holidays i think hahahaha I have been in my mummy's shop for like 2 weeks and this week is the third week already. Helped out and my parents kept on asking me to go there everyday cuz i think they don't want me to stay at home and waste my time. I think i'm not like other teens cuz i have parents which is owning a shop and it is pretty busy sometimes and when my friends asked me out and i have to choose either one as in my parents or my friends i'll feel bad even if i choose one cuz if i choose my friends i will feel bad for my parents but if i choose my parents, my friends will be like you can't go again? so sometimes it is really hard for me. I don't think any other people will actually understand cuz they don't have a family like me?

Wanna go for extra dance classes during this 2 months but Amelia and i seem to be really, hmm..... i don't know how to say? But melia, i will try like really try this time to and look for a good dance studio. Oh yeah and i'm planning to go for my ballet dance day camp during this december cuz i've missed it earlier because of PMR. I realized that i have missed out a lot of things for PMR like, i can't do my ballet exam because of PMR, i can't go to church that often anymore cuz of PMR and many many more. I think this dance camp will be really cool cuz i have never heard of any dance camp anywhere in Malaysia. This will be my very first time going for a camp like this. Kind of excited but at the same time i hope it doesn't clashes with other events or something.

Talking about missing out about things. I guess i have really missed out a lot with my fellow friends? Partially it is because of my parents and me myself. My parents don't really allow me to go out with my friends that often anymore cuz there was once i went out with my aunt and the second day in the morning i went out with my friends again so... yeah. But its ok cuz i heard of many cases that happened from the papers. It made me feel scared of going out already nowadays cuz of all the hand-bag snachers and all the murdering. haha. My cousin ( a guy ) he went to a toilet in Ou and some guy came to him to ask money from him. Guess it was damn scary.

Many things happened during this period of time but i can't be telling all by words so... yeah. haha. i think i'll stop here? (:

The days...

Haven been blogging ever since the last post. I didn't go to school after PMR except for a day to return all my books. For me those books are pretty useless cuz i have an elder brother and i can still use his books. Those borrowed books are so old, the school didn't even give us new books (for my class only), it is so damn unfair cuz all the other classes get to get new books but we don't, i think that is why i didn't use the books they gave me.

I think the school is kinda empty now cuz of the form 3 not going to school after their PMR exams. My mum actually asked me " Eh, you don't have to go to school already? Nobody go? You don't bluff me" I'm like LOL. haha. I think its because last time when it was my mum's time they all go to school until they really don't have to go. haha.

Oh yeah i almost forget about the concert. My ballet concert was nice and cool but the bad thing was the dancers don't get to watch the whole flow of the concert. So many people was there to watch. I heard some Singapore DIRECTOR and some other big people was there as well. The whole ballroom was filled with people. I asked one of friend who went to perform before me whether there are a lot of people or not and she was like saying FULL HOUSE!! When it was my turn to perform, the whole ballroom was really full but i can't really see who is who so it wasn't that scary. After everything there was a buffet high tea. The food was really YUM YUM!! Only Amelia could make it for the concert so she went alone with my mum, my aunt aka my godmother and my baby sister. I can see on her face that she feel kind of lost there. The rest of my friends couldn't make it cuz one have cheer and the other have to go back to her hometown for her baby cousin's full moon party. It was really fun and i heard of some parents talking about the concert and all af the comments were good. Bet they really enjoyed it.

I cut my hair on monday. I like it. I think this is the first time i actually went to a PROFESSIONAL shop to get a hair cut. haha. It was a good experience? I think so. My hair is kinda short now. I hope i won't have the wave thingy on my hair cuz its just a lil longer than the shoulder. I hope you get what i meant. hehe.

Have you ever miss someone so so much in your life?
It is kind of suffering to miss someone so much.
But
The good thing is it is worth waiting.
No matter how long it takes to wait that someone will accompany you to go on waiting although he or she is far away.
Cherish every momment you have with your loved ones.
Tell them you love them before you even regret.

It's OVER!!

haha, finally blogging again. Just finish PMR yesterday. The last paper was Geografi. I hope everything will be fine cuz I'm scared to see the results. I really hope I'll get what i want. Anyways it's already over so everything I did cannot be done again. It's ok, i tried my best for the exam.

I went to OU yesterday at 11 something. Theng yen came to pick me and Rachel up from my house then we headed to Amelia's house. After that Soo Hui and her mum came to pick all of us to OU. We went to some japanese restaurant to have lunch then we went SHOPPING!! The first place we went in was FOREVER 21 and the 3 of us not including Amelia spoted the same skinny jeans, it was so nice and it perfectly fited the 3 of us plus it was so cheap!! that pair of skinny jeans cost only RM79!! OMG, i'm so gonna go back there to get it. But service in Forever 21 suck mann!! Cuz we can only take maximum 5 pieces of clothes to try so all of us took 5 pieces and after trying every piece we took pictures and that lady was like " Oh, you cannot take pictures here" so we stop after that and, we didn't plan to get anything from there so after trying on all of what we took me and Soo came out first that stupid lady standing at the table out side the fitting room was like making that irritating sound to me and she was like staring at us also i'm like what kind of service is this mann. Then Rachel left us to meet Maddie and Yuan.

We watch MAMAMIA yesterday also, it was nice and cute. hehe. After everything we went to Theng yen's house and then i went home at 7.30. Thats all for yesterday.

Today. Hmm.... whole day i was in ballet from12.30 to 5 something. I know it's crazy but what to do the concert is coming already. I can't wait till it's all over so that i can cut my ugly long hair and i can't wait to go back to church again every sunday to hyper with my church friends again. hehe.I'm not gonna go to school already but i'm going on tuesday to return all my books to the school. I think thats all that happened today. (:

Concert !!

Its the Sri Willayah 25th Anniversary Concert !!

My ballet school will be having a concert on the 26th of October 2008!!

Please take note of the important details as follows:

Date : Sunday, 26 October 2008
Time : 2.00 to 6.00 pm
Venue : Ballroom, Eastin Hotel, Kuala Lumpur

This concert will be by a donation. The entry to the concert will be by a donation of RM55 per adult and RM15 per child under 12. This donation will entitle you to a souvenir commemorative programme as well as a buffet high tea.

Please keep the date above free. Dear team members you can pass the money to me in church and i will give you the tickets when i see you. School mates, you can pass me the money in school. Hope to see you guys there.


Thank you.

whoosh....

I know i said earlier that i'm not gonna blog but i kept going online even though PMR is already around the corner.

Anyways, i went for ballet class today for 4 and a half hours or more and i was on pointe for more than 2 hours!! After taking off my shoes, i found out that my skin from my toes are starting to peel off!! I dunno why after class my face was so pail. It's so weird cuz normally if one dance or do sports for long their face will turn red but mine was WHITE!! Went back to my mum's shop and thank god theres food from the buka puasa pasar malam. I ate like so much till my tummy was so BIG!! It was like i was having a 1 month old baby inside. Haha.

I think i'm going for a Warehouse Sales in Atria later. Haha. I know right of all places, Atria. I'm going cuz the Warehouse Sales sells nike, addidas, puma, etc. Must get a pair new shoes if there is a nice one. (: So tired today.

PMR is in 2 weeks time. Study hard people. (:

-val-
xoxoxo

OMG!!

OMG!! its just less than a month time!! Yup its gonna be PMR already and i won't have time to blog anymore. Won't even use the computer unless i have to. SO.... BYE!! haha. (:

-val-
xoxoxo

STUDY!!

haha, currently not in the mood of studying at all. PMR is coming already!! Forcing myself to study but it just doesn't seem to be working. I think i need some scoldings from my parents so that they will push me harder. Haha. I still remember once i even asked my dad to scold me but he didn't as usual but he kinda like lecture me for a while i would say. Haha. I think at that time my dad thinks that i've gone crazy.

Didn't go to school today. Planing to study at home and i kept telling myself later i'll study but i know that i'll be really lazy later. Is it a right choice to stay at home? But today is a useless day cuz the only important subject is science and bm thats all the other subjects will be art, moral, ect.

Oh yeah, my babes are sick!! haha finally!! Not wanting them to be sick but Amelia said that she haven get sick at all this year and now she's sick!! haha. i know i'm lame.

Thats all for today.

Tata.

I can't believe!!

Yesterday!!! haha i went to school all by my self as in all my friends in school didn't go to school except ME!! its all because of my mum actually. I'm suppose to skip school yesterday with my other friends in class but my mum didn't let cuz she said i've been skiping school quite a lot last week but its only 2 days a week!! If i were to skip school yesterday i would be in Theng Yen's house. Was so alone in school, sat with 2 malays in class cuz that place was the best place. Didn't go to the canteen during recess cuz i thought there will be no one there and i will be alone so i went to the library but after school i saw Wan Hsin and she told me she was alone too and she was waiting for somebody to teman her during recess. Anyways, i went to the library from recess till the firsh period of double english. I met Rachel and Li yaa in the library and we talked about some celebrities from the chinese newspaper and they kept saying that theres a model who looks like me? haha, i was like huh? werd. The 3 of us were in the library so nicely with the air-con until Hong Koon came to find for us and when we were on the way back he told us that 3 of our names are in the BUKU PENCEGAH PONTENG! I straight away freak out like mad cuz i've never in my life ponteng when i'm in school as in not in class,so we went back to class and we liquid-ted our names and i was like still kinda of scared. As usual. Haha.
I think thats all.

-val-
xoxoxo

The very first outing

We went to the Taman Tun library and they made us wait so freaking long for them. Ish.. not gonna go there anymore. I'll just let the pictures do the talking.

theng yen, amelia, me, soo

More pictures go to the TAVS's blog

Its new.

This is my very first blog. I've never in my life blog before. I repeat NEVER in my life. hehe. So, i hope i will keep you entertain. Lets see, why i created this blog. Hmm, i guess is because the TAVS have created a blog thats why. I think i am very lucky cuz i have the bestest friends in school who have seen me cry, laugh, yell, etc. We do the craziest things together. It was really fun meeting the 3 of them. At the begining of the year when i was in the same class of them, i thought like why i the world am i here? and am i in the wrong class? But there is NO REGRET meeting them and being their friend. Knowing them takes a long time because i wasn't very close to them at the begining but a few months later we are BEST FRIENDS! Thanks girls for everything. Love you all.

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